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  Lennox said quickly: "That isn't necessary. There's plenty of life left in the fields, with good manuring."

  "You can't manure forever," Lizzie rejoined. "Colonel Thumson clears land every winter."

  Jay realized this was an argument the two of them had been through before.

  Lennox said: "We don't have enough hands. Even with the men from the Rosebud, we can only just manage to plant the fields we have. Colonel Thumson has more slaves than us."

  "That's because he makes more money--due to better methods," Lizzie said triumphantly.

  Lennox sneered: "Women just don't understand these things."

  Lizzie snapped: "Leave us, please, Mr. Lennox--immediately."

  Lennox looked angry but he went away.

  "You must get rid of him, Jay," she said.

  "I don't see why--"

  "It's not just that he's brutal. Frightening people is the only thing he's good at. He can't understand farming and he doesn't know anything about tobacco--and the worst of it is he's not interested in learning."

  "He knows how to get the hands working hard."

  "There's no point in driving them hard if they're doing the wrong work!"

  "You've suddenly become an expert on tobacco."

  "Jay, I grew up on a big estate and I saw it go bankrupt--not through the laziness of peasants, but because my father died and my mother couldn't cope with managing land. Now I see you making all the familiar errors--staying away too long, mistaking harshness for discipline, letting someone else make strategic decisions. You wouldn't run a regiment this way!"

  "You don't know anything about running a regiment."

  "And you don't know anything about running a farm!"

  Jay was getting angry but he held it in. "So what are you asking me to do?"

  "Dismiss Lennox."

  "But who would take over?"

  "We could do it together."

  "I don't want to be a farmer!"

  "Then let me do it."

  Jay nodded. "I thought as much."

  "What do you mean by that?"

  "All this is just so that you can be in charge, isn't it?"

  He was afraid she would explode, but instead she went quiet. "Is that what you really think?"

  "As a matter of fact, it is."

  "I'm trying to save you. You're headed for disaster, I'm fighting to prevent it, and you think I just want to order people around. If that's what you think of me, why the devil did you marry me?"

  He did not like her to use strong language: it was too masculine. "In those days you used to be pretty," he said.

  Her eyes flashed fire, but she did not speak. Instead she turned around and walked into the house.

  Jay breathed a sigh of relief. It was not often he got the better of her.

  After a moment he followed her in. He was surprised to see McAsh in the hall, dressed in a waistcoat and indoor shoes, putting a new pane of glass in a window. What the devil was he doing in the house?

  "Lizzie!" Jay called. He went into the drawing room and found her there. "Lizzie, I just saw McAsh in the hall."

  "I've put him in charge of maintenance. He's been painting the nursery."

  "I don't want that man in my house."

  Her reaction took him by surprise. "Then you'll just have to suffer it!" she blazed.

  "Well--"

  "I will not be alone here while Lennox is on the estate. I absolutely refuse, do you understand?"

  "All right--"

  "If McAsh goes, I go too!" She stormed out of the room.

  "All right!" he said to the door as it slammed. He was not going to fight a war over one damned convict. If she wanted the man to paint the nursery so be it.

  On the sideboard he saw an unopened letter addressed to him. He picked it up and recognized his mother's handwriting. He sat down by the window and opened it.

  7, Grosvenor Square

  London

  September 15, 1768

  My dear son,

  The new coal pit at High Glen has been restored after the accident, and coal mining has recommenced.

  Jay smiled. His mother could be very businesslike.

  Robert has spent several weeks there, consolidating the two estates and arranging for them to be run as one property.

  I told your father that you should have a royalty on the coal, as the land is yours. His reply was that he is paying the interest on the mortgages. However, I'm afraid the deciding factor was the way you took the best convicts from the Rosebud. Your father was furious and so was Robert.

  Jay felt foolish and angry. He had thought he could take those men with impunity. He should have known better than to underestimate his father.

  I will keep nagging your father over this. In time I'm sure he will give in.

  "Bless you, Mother," said Jay. She was still working hard in his interests even though he was so far away he might never see her again.

  Having dealt with important matters she went on to write about herself, relatives and friends, and London social life. Then at the end she returned to business.

  Robert has now gone to Barbados. I'm not sure why. My instincts tell me he is plotting against you. I can't imagine how he could do you harm but he is resourceful and ruthless. Be always on your guard, my son.

  Your loving mother,

  Alicia Jamisson

  Jay put the letter down thoughtfully. He had the deepest respect for his mother's intuition but all the same he thought she was being overly fearful. Barbados was a long way away. And even if Robert came to Virginia, there was nothing he could do to harm Jay now--was there?

  31

  IN THE OLD NURSERY WING, MACK FOUND A MAP.

  He had redecorated two of the three rooms and he was clearing out the schoolroom. It was the end of the afternoon and he would start work properly tomorrow. There was a chest full of moldy books and empty ink bottles, and he sorted through the contents, wondering what was worth saving. The map was there, folded carefully in a leather case. He opened it up and studied it.

  It was a map of Virginia.

  At first he wanted to jump for joy, but his elation faded as he realized he could not make head or tail of it.

  The names puzzled him until he understood they were in a foreign language--he guessed French. Virginia was spelled "Virginie," the territory to the northeast was labeled "Partie de New Jersey," and everything west of the mountains was called Louisiane, although that part of the map was otherwise blank.

  Slowly he began to understand it better. Thin lines were rivers, thicker lines were the borders between one colony and the next, and the very thick lines were mountain ranges. He pored over it, fascinated and thrilled: this was his passport to freedom.

  He discovered that the Rappahannock was one of several rivers running across Virginia from the mountains in the west to the Bay of Chesapeake in the east. He found Fredericksburg on the south bank of the Rappahannock. There was no way to tell distances, but Pepper Jones had said it was a hundred miles to the mountains. If the map was right, it was the same distance again to the other side of the range. But there was no indication of a route across.

  He felt a mixture of exhilaration and frustration. He knew where he was, at last, but the map seemed to say there was no escape.

  The mountain range narrowed to the south, and Mack studied that part, tracing rivers to their source, looking for a way through. Far to the south he came across what looked like a pass, where the Cumberland River rose.

  He remembered Whitey talking about the Cumberland Gap.

  That was it: that was the way out.

  It was a long journey. Mack guessed it must be four hundred miles, as far as from Edinburgh to London. That journey took two weeks by stagecoach, longer for a man with one horse. And it would take even longer on the rough roads and hunting trails of Virginia.

  But on the far side of those mountains a man could be free.

  He folded the map carefully and restored it to its case, then went on with his work
. He would look at it again.

  If only he could find Peg, he thought as he swept the room. He had to know whether she was all right before he ran away. If she was happy he would leave her, but if she had a cruel owner he would have to take her with him.

  It became too dark to work.

  He left the nursery and went down the stairs. He took his old fur cloak off a hook by the back door and wrapped it around him; it was cold outside. As he went out a knot of excited slaves came toward him. In the middle of the group was Kobe, and he was carrying a woman: after a moment Mack recognized Bess, the young slave girl who had fainted in the field a few weeks ago. Her eyes were closed and there was blood on her smock. The girl was accident prone.

  Mack held the door open then followed Kobe inside. The Jamissons would be in the dining room, finishing their afternoon dinner. "Put her in the drawing room and I'll fetch Mrs. Jamisson," he said.

  "The drawing room?" Kobe said dubiously.

  It was the only room where the fire was Ut, apart from the dining room. "Trust me--it's what Mrs. Jamisson would prefer," Mack said.

  Kobe nodded.

  Mack knocked on the dining room door and entered.

  Lizzie and Jay were sitting at a small round table, their faces lit by a candelabra in the center. Lizzie looked plump and beautiful in a low-necked gown that revealed the swell of her breasts then spread like a tent over her bulging abdomen. She was eating raisins while Jay cracked nuts. Mildred, a tall maid with perfect tobacco-colored skin, was pouring wine for Jay. A fire blazed in the hearth. It was a tranquil domestic scene and for a moment Mack was taken aback to be reminded so forcefully that they were man and wife.

  Then he looked again. Jay was sitting at an angle to the table, his body averted from Lizzie: he was looking out of the window, watching night fall over the river. Lizzie was turned the other way, looking at Mildred as she poured. Neither Jay nor Lizzie was smiling. They might have been strangers in a tavern, forced to share a table but having no interest in one another.

  Jay saw Mack and said: "What the devil do you want?"

  Mack addressed Lizzie. "Bess has had an accident--Kobe's put her in the drawing room."

  "I'll come at once," Lizzie said, pushing back her chair.

  Jay said: "Don't let her bleed on that yellow silk upholstery!"

  Mack held the door and followed Lizzie out.

  Kobe was lighting candles. Lizzie bent over the injured girl. Bess's dark skin had gone paler and her lips were bloodless. Her eyes were closed and her breathing seemed shallow. "What happened?" said Lizzie.

  "She cut herself," Kobe answered. He was still panting from the exertion of carrying her. "She was hacking at a rope with a machete. The blade slipped off the rope and sliced her belly."

  Mack winced. He watched as Lizzie enlarged the tear in Bess's smock and gazed at the wound beneath. It looked bad. There was a lot of blood and the cut seemed deep.

  "Go to the kitchen, one of you, and get me some clean rags and a bowl of warm water."

  Mack admired her decisiveness. "I'll do it," he said.

  He hurried to the outhouse kitchen. Sarah and Mildred were washing up the dinner dishes. Sarah, sweating as always, said: "Is she all right?"

  "I don't know. Mrs. Jamisson asked for clean rags and warm water."

  Sarah passed him a bowl. "Here, take some water off the fire. I'll get you the rags."

  A few moments later he was back in the drawing room. Lizzie had cut away Bess's dress around the wound. Now she dipped a rag in the water and washed the skin. As the wound became more clearly visible it looked worse. Mack feared she might have damaged her internal organs.

  Lizzie felt the same. "I can't deal with this," she said. "She needs a doctor."

  Jay came into the room, took one look, and paled.

  Lizzie said to him: "I'll have to send for Dr. Finch."

  "As you wish," he said. "I'm going to the Ferry House--there's a cockfight." He went out.

  Good riddance, Mack thought contemptuously.

  Lizzie looked at Kobe and Mack. "One of you has to ride into Fredericksburg in the dark."

  Kobe said: "Mack ain't much of a horseman. I'll go."

  "He's right," Mack admitted. "I could drive the buggy, but it's slower."

  "That settles it," Lizzie said. "Don't be rash, Kobe, but go as fast as you can--this girl could die."

  Fredericksburg was ten miles away, but Kobe knew the road, and he was back two hours later.

  When he walked into the drawing room his face was like thunder. Mack had never seen him so angry.

  "Where's the doctor?" Lizzie said.

  "Dr. Finch won't come out at this time of night for no nigger girl," said Kobe in a shaky voice.

  "Curse the damn fool," Lizzie said furiously.

  They all looked at Bess. Her skin was beaded with perspiration and her breathing had become ragged. Now and again she moaned, but she did not open her eyes. The yellow silk sofa was red with her blood. She was obviously dying.

  "We can't stand here and do nothing," Lizzie said. "She could be saved!"

  Kobe said: "I don't think she has long to live."

  "If the doctor won't come, we'll just have to take her to him," Lizzie said. "We'll put her in the buggy."

  Mack said: "It's not good to move her."

  "If we don't she'll die anyway!" Lizzie shouted.

  "All right, all right. I'll get the buggy out."

  "Kobe, take the mattress from my bed and put it in the back for her to lie on. And some blankets."

  Mack hurried to the stables. The stable boys had all gone to the quarters but it did not take him long to put Stripe, the pony, in the traces. He got a taper from the kitchen fire and lit the carriage lamps on the buggy. When he pulled around to the front Kobe was waiting.

  While Kobe arranged the bedding Mack went into the house. Lizzie was putting on her coat. "Are you coming?" Mack said.

  "Yes."

  "Do you think you should, in your condition?"

  "I'm afraid that damned doctor will refuse to treat her if I don't."

  Mack knew better than to argue with her in this mood. He picked Bess up gently and carried her outside. He laid her carefully on the mattress and Kobe covered her with the blankets. Lizzie climbed up and settled herself beside Bess, cradling the girl's head in her arms.

  Mack got up in front and picked up the reins. Three people was a lot for the pony to haul so Kobe gave the buggy a shove to get it started. Mack drove down to the road and turned toward Fredericksburg.

  There was no moon, but starlight enabled him to see where he was going. The trail was rocky and rutted, and the buggy bounced along. Mack was worried about jolting Bess, but Lizzie kept saying: "Go faster! Go faster!" The road wound along the riverbank, through rough woodland and the fringes of plantations just like the Jamisson place. They saw nobody: people did not travel after dark if they could help it.

  With Lizzie's urging Mack made good speed and they reached Fredericksburg around suppertime. There were people on the streets and lights in the houses. He drew up the buggy outside Dr. Finch's home. Lizzie went to the door while Mack wrapped Bess in the blankets and carefully lifted her up. She was unconscious but alive.

  The door was opened by Mrs. Finch, a mousy woman in her forties. She showed Lizzie into the parlor and Mack followed with Bess. The doctor, a thickset man with a bullying manner, looked distinctly guilty when he realized he had forced a pregnant woman to drive through the night to bring him a patient. He covered his embarrassment by bustling about and giving his wife abrupt orders.

  When he had looked at the wound he asked Lizzie to make herself comfortable in the other room. Mack went with her and Mrs. Finch stayed to help her husband.

  The remains of a supper were on the table. Lizzie eased herself gingerly into a chair. "What's the matter?" Mack said.

  "That ride has given me the most awful backache. Do you think Bess will be all right?"

  "I don't know. She's not very robust." />
  A maid came in and offered Lizzie tea and cake, and Lizzie accepted. The maid looked Mack up and down, identified him as a servant, and said: "If you want some tea you can come in the kitchen."

  "I need to see to the horse first," he said.

  He went outside and led the pony around to Dr. Finch's stable, where he gave it water and some grain; then he waited in the kitchen. The house was small, and he could hear the doctor and his wife talking as they worked. The maid, a middle-aged black woman, cleared the dining room and brought out Lizzie's teacup. Mack decided it was stupid for him to sit in the kitchen and Lizzie in the dining room, so he went and sat with her, despite the frowns of the maid. Lizzie looked pale, and he resolved to get her home as soon as possible.

  At last Dr. Finch came in, drying his hands. "It's a nasty wound but I believe I have done everything possible," he said. "I've stopped the bleeding, sewn up the gash and given her a drink. She's young and she will heal."

  "Thank goodness," Lizzie said.

  The doctor nodded. "I'm sure she's a valuable slave. She shouldn't travel far tonight. She can stay here and sleep in my maid's quarters, and you can send for her tomorrow or the day after. When the wound closes I'll take out the stitches--she should do no heavy work until then."

  "Of course."

  "Have you had supper, Mrs. Jamisson? May I offer you something?"

  "No, thank you, I'd just like to get home and go to bed."

  Mack said: "I'll bring the buggy around to the front."

  A few minutes later they were on their way. Lizzie rode up front while they were in the town, but as soon as they passed the last house she lay down on the mattress.

  Mack drove slowly, and this time there were no impatient sounds from behind him. When they had been traveling for about half an hour he said: "Are you asleep?"

  There was no reply, and he assumed she was.

  He glanced behind him from time to time. She was restless, shifting her position and muttering in her sleep.

  They were driving along a deserted stretch two or three miles from the plantation when the stillness of the night was shattered by a scream.

  It was Lizzie.

  "What? What?" Mack called frantically as he hauled on the reins. Before the pony had stopped he was clambering into the back.

  "Oh, Mack, it hurts!" she cried.

  He put his arm around her shoulders and raised her a little. "What is it? Where does it hurt?"

  "Oh, God, I think the baby is coming."

  "But it's not due...."