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  "Yes," Lydia said, and for some reason Walden could not even guess at, she looked uneasy. "He is the son of my elder sister, which makes him my . . . cousin?"

  "Nephew," Walden said.

  "I didn't know he had become an admiral," Lydia added. "It must be a recent promotion." She was her usual, perfectly composed self, and Walden decided he had imagined that moment of unease. He was pleased that Aleks would be coming to London: he was very fond of the lad. Lydia said: "He is young to have so much authority."

  "He's thirty," Churchill said to Lydia, and Walden recalled that Churchill, at forty, was very young to be in charge of the entire Royal Navy. Churchill's expression seemed to say: The world belongs to brilliant young men like me and Orlov.

  But you need me for something, Walden thought.

  "In addition," Churchill went on, "Orlov is nephew to the Czar, through his father, the late Prince, and--more importantly--he is one of the few people other than Rasputin whom the Czar likes and trusts. If anyone in the Russian naval establishment can swing the Czar on to our side, Orlov can."

  Walden asked the question that was on his mind. "And my part in all this?"

  "I want you to represent England in these talks--and I want you to bring me Russia on a plate."

  The fellow could never resist the temptation to be melodramatic, Walden thought. "You want Aleks and me to negotiate an Anglo-Russian military alliance?"

  "Yes."

  Walden saw immediately how difficult, challenging and rewarding the task would be. He concealed his excitement and resisted the temptation to get up and pace about.

  Churchill was saying: "You know the Czar personally. You know Russia and speak Russian fluently. You're Orlov's uncle by marriage. Once before you have persuaded the Czar to side with England rather than with Germany--in 1906, when you intervened to prevent the ratification of the Treaty of Bjorko." Churchill paused. "Nevertheless, you were not our first choice to represent Britain at these negotiations. The way things are at Westminster . . ."

  "Yes, yes." Walden did not want to start discussing that. "However, something changed your mind."

  "In a nutshell, you were the Czar's choice. It seems you are the only Englishman in whom he has any faith. Anyway, he sent a telegram to his cousin, His Majesty King George the Fifth, insisting that Orlov deal with you."

  Walden could imagine the consternation among the Radicals when they learned they would have to involve a reactionary old Tory peer in such a clandestine scheme. "I should think you were horrified," he said.

  "Not at all. In foreign affairs our policies are not so much at odds with yours. And I have always felt that domestic political disagreements were no reason why your talents should be lost to His Majesty's Government."

  Flattery now, Walden thought. They want me badly. Aloud he said: "How would all this be kept secret?"

  "It will seem like a social visit. If you agree, Orlov will stay with you for the London season. You will introduce him to society. Am I right in thinking that your daughter is due to come out this year?" He looked at Lydia.

  "That's right," she said.

  "So you'll be going about a good deal anyway. Orlov is a bachelor, as you know, and obviously very eligible, so we can noise it abroad that he's looking for an English wife. He may even find one."

  "Good idea." Suddenly Walden realized that he was enjoying himself. He had used to be a kind of semiofficial diplomat under the Conservative governments of Salisbury and Balfour, but for the last eight years he had taken no part in international politics. Now he had a chance to go back onstage, and he began to remember how absorbing and fascinating the whole business was: the secrecy; the gambler's art of negotiation; the conflicts of personalities; the cautious use of persuasion, bullying or the threat of war. The Russians were not easy to deal with, he recalled; they tended to be capricious, obstinate and arrogant. But Aleks would be manageable. When Walden married Lydia, Aleks had been at the wedding, a ten-year-old in a sailor suit: later Aleks had spent a couple of years at Oxford University and had visited Walden Hall during the vacations. The boy's father was dead, so Walden gave him rather more time than he might normally have spent with an adolescent, and was delightfully rewarded by a friendship with a lively young mind.

  It was a splendid foundation for negotiation. I believe I might be able to bring it off, he thought. What a triumph that would be!

  Churchill said: "May I take it, then, that you'll do it?"

  "Of course," said Walden.

  Lydia stood up. "No, don't get up," she said as the men stood with her. "I'll leave you to talk politics. Will you stay for dinner, Mr. Churchill?"

  "I've an engagement in Town, unfortunately."

  "Then I shall say good-bye." She shook his hand.

  She went out of the Octagon, which was where they always had tea, and walked across the great hall, through the small hall and into the flower room. At the same time one of the undergardeners--she did not know his name--came in through the garden door with an armful of tulips, pink and yellow, for the dinner table. One of the things Lydia loved about England in general and Walden Hall in particular was the wealth of flowers, and she always had fresh ones cut morning and evening, even in winter when they had to be grown in the hothouses.

  The gardener touched his cap--he did not have to take it off unless he was spoken to, for the flower room was notionally part of the garden--and laid the flowers on a marble table, then went out. Lydia sat down and breathed the cool, scented air. This was a good room in which to recover from shocks, and the talk of St. Petersburg had unnerved her. She remembered Aleksey Andreyevich as a shy, pretty little boy at her wedding; and she remembered that as the most unhappy day of her life.

  It was perverse of her, she thought, to make the flower room her sanctuary. This house had rooms for almost every purpose: different rooms for breakfast, lunch, tea and dinner; a room for billiards and another in which to keep guns; special rooms for washing clothes, ironing, making jam, cleaning silver, hanging game, keeping wine, brushing suits . . . Her own suite had a bedroom, a dressing room and a sitting room. And yet, when she wanted to be at peace, she would come here and sit on a hard chair and look at the crude stone sink and the cast-iron legs of the marble table. Her husband also had an unofficial sanctuary, she had noticed: when Stephen was disturbed about something he would go to the gun room and read the game book.

  So Aleks would be her guest in London for the season. They would talk of home, and the snow and the ballet and the bombs; and seeing Aleks would make her think of another young Russian, the man she had not married.

  It was nineteen years since she had seen that man, but still the mere mention of St. Petersburg could bring him to mind and make her skin crawl beneath the watered silk of her tea gown. He had been nineteen, the same age as she, a hungry student with long black hair, the face of a wolf and the eyes of a spaniel. He was as thin as a rail. His skin was white, the hair of his body soft, dark and adolescent; and he had clever, clever hands. She blushed now, not at the thought of his body but at the thought of her own, betraying her, maddening her with pleasure, making her cry out shamefully. I was wicked, she thought, and I am wicked still, for I should like to do it again.

  She thought guiltily of her husband. She hardly ever thought of him without feeling guilty. She had not loved him when they married, but she loved him now. He was strong-willed and warmhearted, and he adored her. His affection was constant and gentle and entirely lacking in the desperate passion which she had once known. He was happy, she thought, only because he had never known that love could be wild and hungry.

  I no longer crave that kind of love, she told herself. I have learned to live without it, and over the years it has become easier. So it should--I'm almost forty!

  Some of her friends were still tempted, and they yielded, too. They did not speak to her of their affairs, for they sensed she did not approve; but they gossiped about others, and Lydia knew that at some country-house parties there was a lot of . . .
well, adultery. Once Lady Girard had said to Lydia, with the condescending air of an older woman who gives sound advice to a young hostess: "My dear, if you have the Viscountess and Charlie Stott at the same time you simply must put them in adjoining bedrooms." Lydia had put them at opposite ends of the house, and the Viscountess had never come to Walden Hall again.

  People said all this immorality was the fault of the late King, but Lydia did not believe them. It was true that he had befriended Jews and singers, but that did not make him a rake. Anyway, he had stayed at Walden Hall twice--once as Prince of Wales and once as King Edward VII--and he had behaved impeccably both times.

  She wondered whether the new King would ever come. It was a great strain, to have a monarch to stay, but such a thrill to make the house look its very best and have the most lavish meals imaginable and buy twelve new dresses just for one weekend. And if this King were to come, he might grant the Waldens the coveted entree--the right to go into Buckingham Palace by the garden entrance on big occasions, instead of queuing up in The Mall along with two hundred other carriages.

  She thought about her guests this weekend. George was Stephen's younger brother: he had Stephen's charm but none of Stephen's seriousness. George's daughter, Belinda, was eighteen, the same age as Charlotte. Both girls would be coming out this season. Belinda's mother had died some years ago and George had married again, rather quickly. His second wife, Clarissa, was much younger than he, and quite vivacious. She had given him twin sons. One of the twins would inherit Walden Hall when Stephen died, unless Lydia gave birth to a boy late in life. I could, she thought; I feel as if I could, but it just doesn't happen.

  It was almost time to be getting ready for dinner. She sighed. She felt comfortable and natural in her tea gown, with her fair hair dressed loosely; but now she would have to be laced into a corset and have her hair piled high on her head by a maid. It was said that some of the young women were giving up corsets altogether. That was all right, Lydia supposed, if you were naturally shaped like the figure eight, but she was small in all the wrong places.

  She got up and went outside. That undergardener was standing by a rose tree, talking to one of the maids. Lydia recognized the maid: she was Annie, a pretty, voluptuous, empty-headed girl with a wide, generous smile. She stood with her hands in the pockets of her apron, turning her round face up to the sun and laughing at something the gardener had said. Now there is a girl who doesn't need a corset, Lydia thought. Annie was supposed to be supervising Charlotte and Belinda, for the governess had the afternoon off. Lydia said sharply: "Annie! Where are the young ladies?"

  Annie's smile disappeared and she dropped a curtsy. "I can't find them, m'lady."

  The gardener moved off sheepishly.

  "You don't appear to be looking for them," Lydia said. "Off you go."

  "Very good, m'lady." Annie ran toward the back of the house. Lydia sighed: the girls would not be there, but she could not be bothered to call Annie back and reprimand her again.

  She strolled across the lawn, thinking of familiar and pleasant things, pushing St. Petersburg to the back of her mind. Stephen's father, the seventh Earl of Walden, had planted the west side of the park with rhododendrons and azaleas. Lydia had never met the old man, for he had died before she knew Stephen, but by all accounts he had been one of the great larger-than-life Victorians. His bushes were now in full glorious bloom and made a rather un-Victorian blaze of assorted colors. We must have somebody paint a picture of the house, she thought; the last one was done before the park was mature.

  She looked back at Walden Hall. The gray stone of the south front looked beautiful and dignified in the afternoon sunshine. In the center was the south door. The farther, east wing contained the drawing room and various dining rooms, and behind them a straggle of kitchens, pantries and laundries running higgledy-piggledy to the distant stables. Nearer to her, on the west side, were the morning room, the Octagon, and at the corner the library; then, around the comer along the west front, the billiard room, the gun room, her flower room, a smoking room and the estate office. On the second floor, the family bedrooms were mostly on the south side, the main guest rooms on the west side and the servants' rooms over the kitchens to the northeast, out of sight. Above the second floor was an irrational collection of towers, turrets and attics. The whole facade was a riot of ornamental stonework in the best Victorian rococo manner, with flowers and chevrons and sculpted coils of rope, dragons and lions and cherubim, balconies and battlements, flagpoles and sundials and gargoyles. Lydia loved the place, and she was grateful that Stephen--unlike many of the old aristocracy--could afford to keep it up.

  She saw Charlotte and Belinda emerge from the shrubbery across the lawn. Annie had not found them, of course. They both wore wide-brimmed hats and summer frocks with schoolgirls' black stockings and low black shoes. Because Charlotte was coming out this season, she was occasionally permitted to put up her hair and dress for dinner, but most of the time Lydia treated her like the child she was, for it was bad for children to grow up too fast. The two cousins were deep in conversation, and Lydia wondered idly what they were talking about. What was on my mind when I was eighteen? she asked herself; and then she remembered a young man with soft hair and clever hands, and she thought: Please, God, let me keep my secrets.

  "Do you think we'll feel different after we've come out?" Belinda said.

  Charlotte had thought about this before. "I shan't."

  "But we'll be grown-up."

  "I don't see how a lot of parties and balls and picnics can make a person grown-up."

  "We'll have to have corsets."

  Charlotte giggled. "Have you ever worn one?"

  "No, have you?"

  "I tried mine on last week."

  "What's it like?"

  "Awful. You can't walk upright."

  "How did you look?"

  Charlotte gestured with her hands to indicate an enormous bust. They both collapsed laughing. Charlotte caught sight of her mother and put on a contrite face in anticipation of a reprimand; but Mama seemed preoccupied and merely smiled vaguely as she turned away.

  "It will be fun, though," said Belinda.

  "The season? Yes," Charlotte said doubtfully. "But what's the point of it all?"

  "To meet the right sort of young man, of course."

  "To look for husbands, you mean."

  They reached the great oak in the middle of the lawn, and Belinda threw herself down on the seat beneath the tree, looking faintly sulky. "You think coming out is all very silly, don't you?" she said.

  Charlotte sat beside her and looked across the carpet of turf to the long south front of Walden Hall. The tall Gothic windows glinted in the afternoon sun. From here the house looked as if it might be rationally and regularly planned, but behind that facade it was really an enchanting muddle. She said: "What's silly is being made to wait so long. I'm not in a hurry to go to balls and leave cards on people in the afternoon and meet young men--I shouldn't mind if I never did those things--but it makes me so angry to be treated like a child still. I hate having supper with Marya; she's quite ignorant, or pretends to be. At least in the dining room you get some conversation. Papa talks about interesting things. When I get bored Marya suggests we play cards. I don't want to play anything; I've been playing all my life." She sighed. Talking about it had made her angrier. She looked at Belinda's calm, freckled face with its halo of red curls. Charlotte's own face was oval, with a rather distinctive straight nose and a strong chin, and her hair was thick and dark. Happy-go-lucky Belinda, she thought; these things really don't bother her; she never gets intense about anything.

  Charlotte touched Belinda's arm. "Sorry. I didn't mean to carry on so."

  "It's all right." Belinda smiled indulgently. "You always get cross about things you can't possibly change. Do you remember that time you decided you wanted to go to Eton?"

  "Never!"

  "You most certainly did. You made a terrible fuss. Papa had gone to school at Eton, you
said, so why shouldn't you?"

  Charlotte had no memory of that, but she could not deny that it sounded just like her at ten years old. She said: "But do you really think these things can't possibly be different? Coming out, and going to London for the season, and getting engaged, and then marriage . . ."

  "You could have a scandal and be forced to emigrate to Rhodesia."

  "I'm not quite sure how one goes about having a scandal."

  "Nor am I."

  They were silent for a while. Sometimes Charlotte wished she were passive like Belinda. Life would be simpler--but then again, it would be awfully dull. She said: "I asked Marya what I'm supposed to do after I get married. Do you know what she said?" She imitated her governess's throaty Russian accent. "Do? Why, my child, you will do nothing."

  "Oh, that's silly," Belinda said.

  "Is it? What do my mother and yours do?"

  "They're Good Society. They have parties and stay about at country houses and go to the opera and . . ."

  "That's what I mean. Nothing."

  "They have babies--"

  "Now that's another thing. They make such a secret about having babies."

  "That's because it's . . . vulgar."

  "Why? What's vulgar about it?" Charlotte saw herself becoming enthusiastic again. Marya was always telling her not to be enthusiastic. She took a deep breath and lowered her voice. "You and I have got to have these babies. Don't you think they might tell us something about how it happens? They're very keen for us to know all about Mozart and Shakespeare and Leonardo da Vinci."

  Belinda looked uncomfortable but very interested. She feels the same way about it as I do, Charlotte thought; I wonder how much she knows?

  Charlotte said: "Do you realize they grow inside you?"

  Belinda nodded, then blurted out: "But how does it start?"

  "Oh, it just happens, I think, when you get to about twenty-one. That's really why you have to be a debutante and come out--to make sure you get a husband before you start having babies." Charlotte hesitated. "I think," she added.

  Belinda said: "Then how do they get out?"

  "I don't know. How big are they?"

  Belinda held her hands about two feet apart. "The twins were this big when they were a day old." She thought again, and narrowed the distance. "Well, perhaps this big."